03/04/08 an update*

instead of having all those private blogs on myspace, i figured i'd go ahead and blog away on this thing. that IS why i made it in the first place, right? right.

after graduation, i started going to BCC. took a few classes since then, and my major has been undecided since forever. as of riiiight now, i'm thinking of just sticking with what i've always wanted to be. a teacher. if all else fails...then i'm screwed because of the fact that...I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO! everyone tells me not to worry. i'm still young. etc. but i wanna know...as much as i don't wanna rush the whole 'grown' process, when it comes to this, i just wanna knowwwwwww. it kills me!

moving on. since july of 06, i've been working at fry's electronics. started off as a cashier. after two months, got my first raise, AND i got to help with training. after two months of doing that, i got promoted to be the supervisor in customer relations. i stayed there for a good 7-8 months, then moved over to components as a telesales associate. after about a month of doing that, i moved back to customer service, as COACH! i was a supervisor again, and in charge of training. after a good month or so, i got moved to just being customer service supervisor in the department. after a few weeks of  that, got moved back to customer relations for about two months, and here i am, COACH again! i love it. i reallly do. i look forward to coming to work, especially with new hires. the same paperwork, the same videos, the same procedure with each class, but with different associates. I LOVE IT. even when i don't have a class, and i'm up in the department, the fact that i'm doing a lot more than i was in relations makes me feel good. that i'm more useful. that i can help as much as i can. looove it!

friends; (speaking of which, i finished the complete series jst last week! haha) but they're still there. the select few that have been with me since forever, and a few that are fresh and strong. always having someone to call/text even at 3 in the morning shows who's truly there for me. love them. life's boring without a great set of friends.

family; lots of cousins have been getting married, having babies, etc. family just keeps growing and growing. we had a mini reunion for mama's 85th birthday. majority of the uncles/aunties/cousins were there. it was funnn! it's crazy to see everyone together in one place. last summer, my parents celebrated their 25th wedding anniversary. well, technically, it was their first wedding. when they first 'got married,' it was just in front of the judge and all that. never had the actual ceremony. so it was cool. i may be going to the phillippines this christmas, if not, then next. i'm excited either way.

the fellas; soo. i dated this guy last summer for a little while. we never really were official, but considered him the boyfriend for a tad. it was fun. knew him for more than half a year, was suppper close, spent lots of time together, even went on my first official date. we went to the fair! road on the ferris wheel, got on rides i never thought i would, like the freakin' ring of fire. weak to some people, but i was about ready to faint. it was fun though. played games, walked around, had drive in movies planned. it was a memorable day. even after the whole dating scene, we were still close. went to the haunted house for the first time over at enchanted village, went on the terrifying i5 skydive thing. LET ME TELL YOU, i was sooo wanting to piss my pants! hahahah. throughout the whole time i've known him, no matter what went/goes on between us, we're still realll good friends. note to self; don't fall for your bestfriend. since then, had my crushes that's lasted for jst a little while; but at the moment, i'm kinda stuck on someone i shouldn't be thinking of. at all. ahhhh.

life's been good, come to think of it. i had my debut (cough two years ago) but it honestly was THEE best day of my life. couldn't have asked for a better day, setting, vistors, acts, the works. loved every second of it. last year, i had a surprise dinner. i love surprises! haha. it was like the 3rd surprise birthday party for me, ever. ahhh i love the people in my life. the things they'll do for me the smile for days on end.

FINALLY, an update on my life.

06/04/06 a new blog

dear world,

it has been FOREVER since i've used this. so maybe i'll start it up again. graduation is jst around the corner, and i seriously can NOT wait. yes, i'll miss it. parts of it. but as a whole? i'll survive.

last night i was actually working on finals. i started my diorama for independent living, whether i pass or fail my POT final, i KNOW i'll get an A lol. i have a final presentation on poverty for CWI, a career project presentation for LA...i get to advertise something on a cereal box for japanese, and as for cul. arts, i just have to present my restaurant.

could finals BE any easier?!

aside from school, i've been debut planning like crazy. i had my second nightmare of a debut dissaster last night. not good. i'm kinda getting worried now. but SHHH. knock on wood. never had i had a practice with my court having ALL 18 PEOPLE THERE. kinda sucks if you ask me. but then again, can't always get what you want. TOO BAD I'LL HAVE ALLL 18 PPL THERE ONE DAY. i hope. haha. we'll see. i've decided on these pink dresses for the girls, and barongs for the guys. black slacks, black shoes. and the girls wear silver shoes. we'll see how that goes. then we have a whole different outfit for our hiphop routine. [by the way, we finished the modernized waltz section, and about halfway done with the hiphop. it's bomb. aara is awesome!] i have the invitations. the giveaways...omgosh the give aways..more than half of them broke, so off to dollar tree i go to buy some other stuff i can put together. no sweat, correct? i'm trying. but the fact that my party is less than a month away is kinda freakyyy. CAN'T WAIT!

i love my life. the good times. the bad times. its all good.

it's been HELLA LONG since i've updated this. umm. where to start...?

senior year; so far it's pretty good i guess. too bad they switched me out of ms. aube's class and put me in mr. heft's. ugh. oh well. can't complain too much. i have office TA first period, prince. of tech. second, then us government, la12, japanese 5-6 and math anal. i HATE math. i jst don't click with numbers. it's only the third week and i'm two homework assignments behind. not good. i'll catch up. don't worry. i don't really even get homework haha. and i have six classes with my besto, and three with my cussen. how freek'n awesome is that? very. homecoming is coming up soon. and yes, i think i'm actually going this year. with who? with YOUR MOTHERRRRRRRRR ;]

volleyball info; well so far we lost 4 games, but won 1. (which was against tyee). i'm a setter this year. last year i was more libero and outside. the team overall is improving. 40 ppl on the team this year. bananas. and i'm not the shortest believe it or not. the whole cteam is the same height pretty much, which is like an inch or two shorter than me. it's cute. hahaha. a few players got injured so far, but they're getting better. yayy. overall, i just love volleyball. =] (schedule posted up on myspace!)

work; yuck. so i got a raise at the beginning of the month. too bad i still don't make much. sitting there calling ppl asking them questions all day long. it's only been 5 months. gotta keep the job. gotta save up for my debut and/or personal things. and other times, my money goes to pay bills for my mommy. i hate money. but the ppl at work are fun. if not, then jst crazy. it's okay. can't quit jst yet.

senior pictures; i don't know where. i don't know when. i don't know how much i'm gonna spend. [that sorta rhymed. haha.] but i don't wanna spend freek'n $200+ no thanks. i'm not rich. but hopefully i figure out soon. deadline will come sooner than i think. gotta hurry up and make a decision. ahhh.

so at the moment, there's this guyyyy. he makes me happy. i think that's all i need to share for now haha. he makes me smile. the end =]

oblivi0us miSs (9:01:21 PM): happy bdayyyyyyyyy
IT sx GIGGLEZ (9:01:33 PM): not yet! haha
oblivi0us miSs (9:01:38 PM): i'ts midnight here!!!!

tristine jezchel: see how special u are to me lol
palpa WHAT: DUDE
palpa WHAT: ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY
palpa WHAT: ITS YOUR TURN
cambo cammando: go jackie!go jackie, its ur birffday, we gon' party like its ur birfday!
BrokenSoulRHS: i want u 2 have the best b-day
ToO gOOd PnoY 14: i love you ading
xXLiGhTsTyp3RXx: jack the wack who always quacks but she likes to talk smack.. buts okay cause she smell bad anyways
xxaAndy: well i hope u have a awesome coolio birthday

it's been pretty long since i've been on this. but what the heck, i'm bored SO HEY! what have iiii been up to since may? hmm..lots

it's finally summer. i got over junior year and it seems so unbelievable. when fall comes by, i'll be a senior. how crazyy. sooo much happened this school year. getting closer to some people, but fading away from others. experiencing new things and going through a whole lot of firsts. getting over numerous difficult stages, but overcoming it all in the end. it was one hell of a school year. felt the happiest at one point, and deep pain at another, but got through it all. thank goodness junior year is over with. three years down, one more to go!

my birthday is coming up stupidheads! haha. i don't think i'll be having a party though. i'm just waiting until next year. that's one of the main things im excited for. it's not even prom or graduation or anything. it's MY DEBUT. i'm having one. i dont care what you think. i can't wait. that's where all my money is going. i complain about going to work and being there for however long, but it'll be worth it once my debut is here. HOW EXCITING?!

i went to the dentist and i have cavities. i don't want anymore sugar. keep it away. siigh.

i miss him. but it's a secret. haha.

the end for now.